Negative.
The most painful state of being is remembering the future,
particularly one you can never have.
-Soren Kierkegaard
posted by Mellie at 4:56 PM
Monday, August 15, 2005
About Me
- Name: Mellie
- Location: New York, New York, United States
I'm 34 years old and a native Bostonian living in the Big Apple. My husband is 35 and in October we'll have been married for 5 years. I've been trying to get pregnant since May of 2003. Who knew it could be so hard? We've done 3 IUIs with me on clomid and 4 IUIs while on bravelle and one IVF that resulted in zero fertilization of 17 eggs. Next up - IVF #2, now with ICSI!
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27 Comments:
I'm so sorry Mellie. *hugs* That sucks.
Oh Mellie...as you already saw on my post... I join you in your sorrow and despair. Here is an internet hug and a toast with a beer....at least, that is what I am drinking right now!
We'll get through this somehow.
Damn - I am so sorry Mellie.
Damn. I'm sorry Mell.
I'm so sorry, sweetie.
Mellie, i'm so, so very sorry about the negative. damn, i wish had some more comforting words but there really are none. i'm just so sorry. you're in my thoughts as always.
crud. :(
I'm sorry Mellie. I wish the universe would cut you a break.
Also, I'm sorry that that "anonymous" person is spamming your blog.
I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry, Mellie.
What a heart-breaking quote...you are in my thoughts.
Mellie
I am so sorry and I am thinking of you - sending you hugs and chocolate.
Ally
Mellie - I am so sorry. Pls. try to take care of yourself.
You're in my thoughts Mellie. I wish it had turned out differently for you.
I am so sorry. I am thinking of you.
I've been holding off on posting because I wasn't sure what to say or if you'd want to here it from me anyway...
But I want to tell you that sorry doesn't begin to express how much I wanted to refresh your blog and see a different post yesterday.
I know you will be able to make it through the next stage of life that will lead you to parenthood. Please hold on to Hope. She's a real beeeeech, but I know she's going to actually deliver for you in time.
I'm just sorry it wasn't this time.
-D.
I'm sorry. The quote was spot on. I do hope you will feel better soon.
Gutted for you. So sorry sweetie.
I am so so so sorry. I was so hopeful for you. Grrr.
Oh Ms Mellie.
The disappointment. It is dismal news. Don't you know it.
Can you feel us all embracing you? If only we could make it better. My heart is with yours. I am so, so sorry.
Sorry, Mellie. I always believe in the help that comes from lots of crying and snot.
I just happened upon your blog today for the first time. I can't tell you how sorry I am, but I can offer you sympathy because I know exactly what you're going through. I've been in your shoes. I have unexplained IF as well. I've had all the tests. I've had six failed IUIs (3 Clomid, and three injectible). I'm 29 and doing my first IVF cycle next month. You are courageous and strong to endure what you're going through. I haven't even had the courage to blog about IF on my own blog. My thoughts are with you. Email me anytime if you need to talk to someone who knows your struggle.
Oh mellie I'm so sorry. It's just awful.
I'm sorry Mellie. As someone that has faced that post-IUI come down a few times, I hate that other people also know how it feels.
{hugs} Mellie... I'm so sorry :(
I'm so sorry.
I am so incredibly sorry.
You are in my thoughts.
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